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Even though it was something I never thought I wanted, I now don't know what I would have done without Oscar, and without my partner – they’ve changed my life."}],"markDefs":[],"style":"normal"},{"_key":"952a361cf52f","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"73bd41e715a2","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":""}],"markDefs":[],"style":"normal"},{"_key":"ede5e8f1331e","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"92be9059b1860","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":"My Dad was diagnosed with brain cancer in January 2018, then in April I found out that we were pregnant. Dealing with dad dying and the fact we were about to have a baby was one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through. Dad died in September, then Oscar was born two months later. I didn’t cope well with the situation, but I did the best I could with the tools I had at the time."}],"markDefs":[],"style":"normal"},{"_key":"84e1bc0d318d","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"5028aca9952a0","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":"There was something special about visiting Dad with Suz - this beautiful, glowing pregnant woman, full of new life, her presence in this space of someone dying."}],"markDefs":[],"style":"normal"},{"_key":"5d1dfaa357c4","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"d72cdc929a170","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":"Managing mental health as a couple"}],"markDefs":[],"style":"h4"},{"_key":"4e81943f8350","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"42ff833916d60","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":"When Suz became pregnant and when Dad got sick, that strengthened our relationship. Going into it Suz and I both had a history of mental health issues. 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Everyone needs a release and drinking a few beers was like a reward, thinking my partner would be fine looking after bub."}],"markDefs":[],"style":"normal"},{"_key":"1f0806815988","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"e327616616230","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":"It’s not just the time you spend drinking though. It’s also the way you pull up in the morning, needing time to recover. You have impaired judgement as soon as you’ve consumed alcohol, so that puts extra stress on your partner too, even if they don’t say anything about it."}],"markDefs":[],"style":"normal"},{"_key":"0aad9b03dd4f","_type":"block","children":[{"_key":"5bcfa272a2370","_type":"span","marks":[],"text":"It wasn't the best way to manage, and I wish I hadn’t done it. If I could change something, it would be that. 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